mysticalmusings

Monday Again and I am worrying myself to death over my 9 yr old grandson who has been upset lately. Today his Mom had to go to scholl and get him. Last Fri. he broke into tears when he came in after school and said he was so stupid because he had forgot whether he was to come here, go home or to the restaurant. I eplained that eveyone gets confused some times. This has been going on this yr. He often says that no one will play with him anymore during recess etc. My heart goes out to him. He likes things organized and wants everyone else to handle things his way. He is a smart kid, does well in school but also likes to pay attention to other students work. I wish I knew what is going on.
I am dying for cheesecake. To date I have been doing well on my diet. I only have to lose 80 lbs to look decent and perhaps then I will have a chance for new knees.
Perhaps I will wake up tomorrow and i will be 120 lbs. Do I live ina fantasy world.On to the throne room.
Catch ya later.

Here I am again, Had our meeting this PM with the evangelical pastor Doug DeSousa, I joined to just partake in the coffee talk. It is interesting how Doug give credit for everything that happens in this world to God rather than to the indivual. He doesnt believe in ETs or other sentient races throughout the universe. As I read more of the stories in the Bible I dont see where the writers have said anything about the existance of other life . His interpratation of these writings are very narrow . I often give him something to mull over as I consider the Bible as a way the people of that time could answer questions about their own existance and teach them that chaos is not the way. Answers to lifes many questions were answered by story telling and the bible is a book of stories and as time went on a record of happenings. Thus emerged a philosophy of life,
As the centuries passed this philosophy was added to, and present day Christianity emerged. These lessons were not to be taken literally but meant to be example of positive behavior and an expression of how tom handle the ever changing civlization.
Iam off Jan 30/06

posted by Jill @ 3:49 PM