mysticalmusings

2006-05-17T15:16:00.000-07:00

Got some advice from another blogger. Very nice, not that actually know what he/she was talking about.

Am only a novce.

The weather n central Alberta s hot and windy, wreaking havoc on the fire fighters efforts

. Somethng s wrong wth my keyboard so Bye for now

2006-03-16T12:12:00.000-08:00

Finally I am back.
I have had a down week, the weather has been cold and foggy, my knees were killing me and I gt myself so anxious about things I have no business getting anxious about; i.e.
For some reason I always worry when I amnot in control or with the person for no reason. I also know Shan slips a lot of white lies by me, just like I did with my Mom. I guess she thinks I would not approve or that I am getting old. Also I know I should start making her pay for the van insurance. I dont know how that got started. I could put that 45 bucks in savings and not miss it. Sometimes I feel that they dont realize just how much they save through me, babysitting, meals for Troy and Hunt about 2 times a week. Not that I mind, as I know the boys wouldnt eat properly if Troy looked after supper when Shan is working.
sOMETIMES I WONDER HOW MUCH COOKING SHE ACTUALLY DOES.
Well I am back on ebay again, not selling , buying. I am proud of my purchases so far. When I log on I have so much to post and by the time I get here I have lost it all. Talk at ya later

2006-02-12T19:40:00.000-08:00

Another Sunday night in Alberta,waiting for the snow. The weather changes hourly lately and every one has either a cold or the flu. Even I , the perpetually healthy person fell crappy, sour throat, etc. etc.
I am getting tired of my small existence, losing weight takes a ong time, so imhope I wil still be sane once I drop the weight i want to lose.
Gotta check the oven, my gourmet delight should be done. Fries. I am so tired lately, mind you that may because i dont hit the pit until 4 or 5 AM.
Tomorrow is another bible study . Most of us only go to get together not to get born again. The pastor is a very narrow thinking religious man and cant seem to accept the fact that all religious philosophies basically send the same message. The differencies come from the fact that the ideas were enfluenced by environments, traditions and such. So when we meet I am always trying to put new ideas into his head. Now to the laundry room before it gets too late and I disturb someone.
Time to improve my outlook for the evening, I will be back.

2006-02-06T20:16:00.000-08:00

Typical Monday. Nasty & Cold here, and I am so bored that all I want to do is eat or smoke. Dont have any smokes but I have lots of food. I just must keep it out of my mouth.
Finally got my prosperty cheque, Olive picked it up as they haD FORGOTTED TO SEND IT.
My computor is acting up, changing my home page without my say so, taking forever to change sites
Can not do 2 things at the same time so I will be back.

2006-02-01T16:26:00.001-08:00

Wed. Feb 1st/06
Every time I write the date I cant believe it.
Gomry has released part 2 of THE REPORT. Appalling as it is , there still does not appear to be any charges being laid. The guilty parties, including both liberal PMs, have been financially taken care of via pensions, settlements or outright fraud and theft and are sitting pretty. Harper has his work cut out for him. Lets hope this minority government pulls together and makes the necessary policy changes to insure this cant happen again. Regardless of politics I do believe all Canadians want this.
Off to the laundry room.

2006-02-01T16:26:00.000-08:00

2006-01-30T15:49:00.000-08:00

Monday Again and I am worrying myself to death over my 9 yr old grandson who has been upset lately. Today his Mom had to go to scholl and get him. Last Fri. he broke into tears when he came in after school and said he was so stupid because he had forgot whether he was to come here, go home or to the restaurant. I eplained that eveyone gets confused some times. This has been going on this yr. He often says that no one will play with him anymore during recess etc. My heart goes out to him. He likes things organized and wants everyone else to handle things his way. He is a smart kid, does well in school but also likes to pay attention to other students work. I wish I knew what is going on.
I am dying for cheesecake. To date I have been doing well on my diet. I only have to lose 80 lbs to look decent and perhaps then I will have a chance for new knees.
Perhaps I will wake up tomorrow and i will be 120 lbs. Do I live ina fantasy world.On to the throne room.
Catch ya later.

Here I am again, Had our meeting this PM with the evangelical pastor Doug DeSousa, I joined to just partake in the coffee talk. It is interesting how Doug give credit for everything that happens in this world to God rather than to the indivual. He doesnt believe in ETs or other sentient races throughout the universe. As I read more of the stories in the Bible I dont see where the writers have said anything about the existance of other life . His interpratation of these writings are very narrow . I often give him something to mull over as I consider the Bible as a way the people of that time could answer questions about their own existance and teach them that chaos is not the way. Answers to lifes many questions were answered by story telling and the bible is a book of stories and as time went on a record of happenings. Thus emerged a philosophy of life,
As the centuries passed this philosophy was added to, and present day Christianity emerged. These lessons were not to be taken literally but meant to be example of positive behavior and an expression of how tom handle the ever changing civlization.
Iam off Jan 30/06

2006-01-28T22:18:00.000-08:00

This Blogging is harder than it sounds.
Am scaring myself to death tonight watching Sphere. As I do believe first contact has been made this movie feels possible to me, more than possible. ETs are already studying our planet and its many species but what is disturbing is to what end are they investigasting our world. If they are an emotonal sentient being their reasoning could be like ours. Sometimes good sometimes bad. Oh back to the film.
What will humans do when we have to deal one on one with visitors from outside our known universe. What do they look like, Are they solid or spiritual entities, are they carbon based ot are they silicon based or ???? .

2006-01-28T19:16:00.000-08:00

Now my profile is complete I can continue telling the world what I think. As a Canadian my main concern is our newly elected minority government. This year will tell the tale. Will Harper hold up his end of the bargain or will he become a power hungry politician. I is time the Torys take contreol and get our books in order and staret thinking about the uneven balance of power in our voting system. Time will tell